Effie
I was devastated. I couldn't believe that he was gone. It just didn't make any sense. Listening to Doc tell us that he did all that he could. And that Bear lost way too much blood was so f*****g hard, and it just keeps playing in my head. It's all that I hear over and over as I stand and stare at Doc's bloody clothes.
He told us that they were cleaning him up, and when they were done, he'd be back to take us to see him. Emberly was in about the same state that I was in. But she was also worried about something happening to Carson as well. After all, he's still getting better from when he was sick.
We went over and sat down, and I was leaning against Alena with my head on her shoulder. She was trying to keep me calm for the baby, but it wasn't working. I just didn't understand h
