When we got home, I went upstairs to my room. River was going to bring Veer back in a little bit. So right now, I just wanted a shower and bed. So when I got into my room, I shut the door, laid the kut on the bed, and then went straight to the bathroom. I shut that door as well and locked it. Then, I started the shower. I got undressed and used the bathroom before getting into the shower.
When I stepped in, the water was nice and hot. So I just let it rain down on me. As I stood there, the tears started pouring down my face again. And I couldn't hold it in anymore. I slid down the shower wall, pulled my legs up to my chest, and wrapped my arms around them. I put my head on my knees and kept crying. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore.
My eyes hurt from how much I had cried. And I knew
