Leandro
Crazy! It was f*****g crazy and nuts, and he was going to cause us to get our balls ripped off and fed to us. I hope that this baby is a girl because after we lose our balls from her ripping them off, we probably won't ever be having kids again. f**k, we'll probably never be having s*x again. I cant believe that I actually went along with this bullshit. When Effie finds out the truth, she's going to want to feed all of us to the f*****g pigs or sharks. And I cant say that I blame her because we're putting her through hell. And it's f****d up and wrong. I know that it's to protect her, but I hate doing this to her. I just got her back, and I'm not ready to lose her again.
After getting Bear settled, I headed back to the compound. Effie needed me now, and I needed to get Carson h
