Ellie's Pov
I wrote a new entry in my journal that night while he slept beside me. I could not stop thinking about losing control completely, I wrote that I wanted him to tie me up with something strong. My wrists to the headboard so I could not touch myself or him, then tease my p***y for a long time with his mouth and fingers and the vibrator. Bring me right to the edge of coming again and again but stop each time. Make me shake and beg loud before he finally let me finish. I wanted to feel helpless and desperate, I closed the journal and left it on the nightstand on purpose before morning.
Jax woke up early and made coffee. I heard him open the journal while I was in the shower, when I came out in my robe he was sitting at the kitchen table reading.
“Morning,” he said and looked up w
