“This has been a very merry Christmas indeed. I didn't think anything could top last year, but every day you surprise me.” Zander says and kisses my lips tenderly. “It really was a nice surprise. But last year we didn't do anything special. We just ate and watched movies,” I said. “It was special because I was with you,” he says, and I smile and rest my head on his chest. “I love you Zander, thank you for making me a mom.” I whisper. “And I love you my Liz, thank you for giving me you and Matthew.” he answers, and I smile and close my eyes. I am exhausted, in pain, and groggy. But I have never been happier. I woke with a start and looked around. I hear Matthew cry and realize that’s why I woke up. “Hey my Liz, someone is hungry.” Zander says as he brings Matthew over to me. I take him a

