Claire’s POV I had the worst day of my life yesterday because I had to grieve the people that are part of me already knew were gone yet again because I finally have the confirmation. And this morning was even worse because the brothers we're not joking about training everyday and I just hate it and most importantly I hate them because they have fun watching us struggle but I will get them back for this. My hands were shaking with nerves as l made my was to Queen’s private greenhouse. I must say that the invitation was both scary and also an honor. I've been leaving here for the past 6 months but the Queen didn't really care about me. She doesn't talk to me unless she has to and she doesn't look at me either. To her, I was probably her son's surrogate mother because no one in this fa

