And having him occupied in whatever he was doing just gave me time to check him out. I watched his hands. They seemed normal under the latex. No claws, no weird fingers. They moved precisely, without tremor, like the hands of a surgeon or a neuroscientist should be. That was the part making my skin feel too tight. He wasn’t enjoying this the way a sadist would. He was simply working. Like I was equipment. Like I was data. Like my fear was just one more measurable response. “Collection rate stable,” he said into the recorder. “Volume acceptable for first panel.” “Panel of what?” I wasn't expecting any answer at this point. I just needed to see him show me an emotion through that sterile mask he was figuratively wearing. He adjusted the clamp. I pulled against the restraints again,

