Did I push Kieran back into that world before he was ready?
"You're right," Mal said, interrupting my inner spiraling. "None of us have done much of anything aside from blame each other still. I don't think any of us want to accept the fact that what we did to Kieran was wrong. Especially me. Because you're right. I should have said something, done something. I should have asked Kieran if he was okay at the very least. And I really should have never tried to set him up with Cara."
"I doubt that you thought things would turn out that way. The girl sounds loony-toons. You said Ryan was one of your oldest friends. You trusted him. You shouldn't beat yourself up about that part. I bet Kieran feels the same," I told him.
Mal chuckled, but it held little amusement.
"You don't understand how
