They have no idea how twisted we all are in this, and I have no idea what's going to happen. "You make it sound like you want out," Kieran replied to me. My eyes widened slightly. Did it sound like that? "Do you want out?" he asked sternly. "What? No," I replied immediately. "f***k no. I'd rather die than leave Otti again. I doubt she'd ever actually let me go even if I wanted to. Then what? She'd waste the rest of her life chasing me? I don't want that for her." "Are you saying you're only staying because of that then?" Kieran asked. "No!" I practically shouted just as the doors to the elevator opened. I sighed as we stepped out and walked towards the entrance. "That's not what I meant," I tried again. "I don't want to leave. I want Otti. She's the only thing I've ever wanted. No

