Chapter 71
Ava Martinez
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The last few days were really intense.
A whole lot was going on and I needed a good distraction.
I wasn’t surprised when I agreed to have s*x with Ruiz. I mean, I had fantasized about it a few times before, but I felt it would be dumb to do it.
But at that moment, I decided to stop thinking and just do it.
What was the worst that could happen?
I gaslighted myself into thinking there was nothing wrong with what I was doing. I mean, I was clearly attracted to him. I had been trying my best to suppress my feelings but it felt like they grew stronger as each day passed by.
I decided to succumb and stopped torturing myself.
And it was actually worth it.
I hadn’t really had s*x with so many people. But s*x with Ruiz was the best s*x I had ever had
