Ivan POV "Ivan, I believe you when you say that she drugged you, but how did you end up in our room? There is no way she got you to the room without help. I would have thought it was Dimitri, but he was gone. That was part of his warning when he told me to leave. He said I needed to be gone by the time he returned," she says. Anger bubbles up inside me knowing exactly what that ba**ard said to Meadow. I take a deep breath and focus on telling her everything I've wanted to for so long. "Honestly, I've racked my brain so many times about that day, especially after you ran. I knew in my soul that you had seen me in bed with her even though I had prayed you didn't. I was so hurt that you ran and didn't fight for me, for us, but I realize now that was my fault. I didn't have your back the wa

