This is all going so fu.cking wrong. It's like I can't say the right thing. Not with Bexley looking at me like that. Like I'm about to attack her or destroy her or... leave her. I don't even know. My mind is a damn mess and has been since Bexley disappeared.
I wasn't helpful with Dark Mother. I couldn't protect Bexley from the Nexius. I couldn't save her pack. I couldn't be by her side when she had to face all the Gods. I couldn't even support her when she reincarnated my mother. Even after she went easy on Rhea for me.
Now...
Did Bexley know the whole time? Since she woke up before the meeting? Did she recognize the bond right when she woke up? Why didn't she say anything to us? Is this why she was freaking out yesterday?
"Kiss me now, mate," she said right before smashing her lips in
