Laiken
I’m tempted to just submit to Naevys so she can feel what I’m feeling for her. I get she doesn’t understand the mate bond. Her first s****l experience, really her first everything in a relationship, was with Nylion. Before that, she had been extremely sheltered by her parents, so she never really dated. From what we discussed, she got a quick kiss from a daring elf in the hallway on her seventeenth birthday and that was about it. Up until the day that Nylion had me kill her family.
So, I understand that she thinks she’s doing something nice for me. But her pushing me away like that, pushing me into the arms of another woman hurts so badly it makes my heart feel like it's ripping into two. It hurts more than anything Nylion made me do, except kill Yhendorn.
I think I got through t
