Evie “Aunt Evie, do you think Colson likes my mommy?” “I do sweetie, I think he likes your mommy a lot.” “Do you think he likes me?” I looked at my niece. She was the cutest little girl. Her little blonde head was down, and she was focused on the unicorn she was coloring. Her little pink tongue sticking out in concentration. I longed for a child like her. A girl or boy, I didn’t care, I just wanted a child so badly. Bad enough to go out and f*ck the first guy I meet raw, just to get pregnant. I didn’t need a man in my life, not now that I can afford a kid on my own. “I do. Didn’t he bring you that big plushy unicorn pillow?” Her smile was huge, and she looked over at me. How anybody could not want this little girl or even hurt her was beyond me. I wish April and I could go

