I had almost a 1 mile jog home to consider what had just happened. Living out a fantasy in real life had been exhilarating. So why did I feel so conflicted? On the one hand I felt a deep embarrassment or perhaps it was shame? The indignity of exposing myself and submitting to a spanking by this man I hardly knew. I felt fear as well. I had never been unfaithful to my husband, not that he would have noticed. I am not sure this was being unfaithful either, but I knew I was risking my marriage and perhaps my daughter too. I did not want to lose the security of my marriage, no matter how unhappy. Would my husband be so cruel as to take my daughter with him? What would my family and friends say?
I could feel the chaffing of my ass against my shorts as I continued jogging along the roadside. 'H
