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EMILY’S POV.
I returned to my room, and sat on my bed. My foot began to move restlessly, while my thumb stayed in my mouth. Despite being with Lucas, I hated the fact that I was still married to John, and was therefore stuck with him. If only there was a way to break free from him completely.
But then, even with my rage, I could still feel my heart thundering. What would have happened if he’d caught us? What would he say? What exactly would happen?
When I had heard his voice, it felt like my heart was going to leap out of my chest. My knees had felt wobbly, and my head had gone all muddy. I couldn’t even think well.
Even while hiding behind the drapes, it was a fight not to move, and cause them to shake.
With that, I got up from the bed, and took the chair in front of my desk. Be
