River I tried to remember when I laid down to take a nap. I couldn't remember laying down when I put Fin down for his nap. I know that I sometimes take a nap when he does, but I honestly couldn't remember what I was doing or when I laid down. It was also hard to open my eyes, and that's that funny smell? And why does my body hurt so f*****g badly? I feel like I fell down a set of steps or something. It took me a few minutes to realize that something was over my eyes and that my hands were behind my back. I know the guys like to get kinky sometimes, but usually, they tie my hands to the headboard, not behind my back. So what the hell was going on? After a few minutes of trying to figure out what the f**k was going on, the events from today came back to me. I remembered walking to the cl

