My biggest thing is, what would have happened had Fin been with us? I can't even think of what he would've done to my baby boy. I'm glad that Sunny and Ivy had him. Because I know that he's safe. You can guarandamntee that had someone tried to take my boy, the momma bear would come out. I would kill anyone for messing with my kid. I just have to keep reminding myself that he's safe. Sunny and Ivy will protect him and they'll get the frozen breastmilk from the house to feed him.
Once I calm myself down from being worried about Fin, I pull the camera up on my phone and start a video. Then I slid the phone into my bra and tuck it beside my boob the best that I can. The best thing about breastfeeding right now, my boobs are anywhere between a b and c cup depending on when I last pumped or fe
