2 I Love Fawn

Seth POV Anger flows through me as I make my way to my office. How dare that b**ch embarrass Fawn in front of the pack. As soon as I step into my office, she is on her feet rushing toward me. "I'm sorry, Alpha. Please don't be angry with me," she starts to say. I cut her off with a hard slap to her face, which has her falling to the ground. I lean down and roughly grab her chin. "You were warned you are nothing more than a hole and a womb. Was that not clear about that?" She doesn't dare to look up at me. "I'm sorry, Alpha. I was jealous and acted without thinking. It won't happen again. Please forgive me," she pleads, tears rolling down her cheeks. "Who is my Luna and the only woman worthy of standing by my side?" "Luna Fawn, Alpha," she says without hesitation. "Don't forget your f**king place again, or you will not like the consequences. If Fawn finds out about you being my breeder, there won't be banishment Gabriella. I will snap your f**king neck and find someone who knows their place." "I promise to remember my place, Alpha Seth. Please let me make it up to you," she says. I debate after the way she just treated Fawn, but I could use the release before I meet with my father. Besides, it's not like I'll give her any pleasure. She means nothing to me. I can use her as roughly as I want. My tenderness is reserved for my beautiful mate and only for her. She was fast asleep when I left her. Dr. Evans said the medicine that will force her to lose the pup won't be ready until tonight. Once she drinks that she won't only lose the weak pup in her womb, but it will ensure she never conceives again. Baron, my wolf stirs inside me. He wasn't exactly thrilled with my father's plan, but he agreed we need a strong pup to be our heir. As long as we don't lose Fawn, he won't fight me about what I'm doing to ensure a strong bloodline. We both love Fawn. She is the other half of our soul. Honestly, while I'm f**king the b**ch kneeling in front of me, I'm picturing my beautiful mate the whole time. It's the only way I can nut inside this stupid b**ch. I know she thinks I want her, but she could be any warrior. My mate is perfect. I just wish she was born of a ranked wolf, but the goddess had other plans. I never thought of rejecting her. Not even for a second. An alpha is always stronger when bonded to his goddess-given mate. Even my father understood that, but he insisted that she couldn't be the one to bare my pups. I know he hasn't told my mother because, despite how she felt about Fawn being an omega, she has grown to care for her. Once Gabriella is pregnant, I won't touch her again. She is nothing but a means to an end. "Bend over the desk and keep your f**king mouth shut." She hurries to her feet and quickly does as I said. I lock my office door before moving to stand behind her. I free myself from my pants as she pulls her panties down her thighs exposing her already wet p**sy. I stroke myself a few times, picturing Fawn spread out on our bed. I never get her ready for how harsh I'm about to be. She likes the pain that comes from me entering her roughly. I bury myself deep with one thrust. She moans, and I slap her a** hard. I start to thrust in and out of her at a punishing rhythm. I squeeze her hips hard enough, I know she'll bruise. She deserves it for making Fawn cry. I grab her hair roughly before I place my thumb at her back entrance. She screams when I press through the tight ring of muscles and give her no time to adjust. Thankfully, my office is far from our room. She starts to clamp down on my c**k as I roughly f**k her with my thumb as I pound into her. I call out Fawn's name as I empty myself deep into Gabriella's womb, making sure she knows she is nothing. Once my seed is completely spilled, I pull myself from her body. I round my desk without putting myself away and clean myself up. "Get out. Don't ever forget your place again." "Yes, Alpha," she says, scrambling to fix her clothes. She leaves without another word. "She better not hurt our mate again, Seth, or I'll take over and kill her myself," Baron growls. "She won't. She wants to please me far too much. She knows I won't think twice about killing her if she crosses me again." He recedes in my mind, seemingly satisfied that I'm right. Thirty minutes later, my father is stepping into my office. "So what really happened that landed Fawn in the pack hospital?" "She is pregnant with my pup." Anger flashes in his eyes. "I'm taking care of it, father. Evans will give her something that will get rid of the pup and her ability to have anymore. Once Gabriella is pregnant, she will be moved to the cottage we agreed upon. She will be in seclusion until the pup is born. Then I will ensure that Fawn falls in love with the pup after telling her it was abandoned outside the pack. He will be our pup that carries my blood." "What if she refuses," he asks. "She won't. Fawn loves me. She also wants desperately to be a mother. After losing her parents, she wants a family to call her own. It is perfect." "What if Gabriella doesn't stay quiet? I told you she wasn't a good choice. She wants you for herself," he says. "She resembles Fawn the most. It was the only way I could convince Baron to bed her. Besides, Fawn will never believe her. She knows I love her and would never hurt her. I do love her dad." "Despite being an omega, the girl isn't stupid. She has also proven to be far stronger than we anticipated in training. Your mother cares deeply for her after seeing how dedicated she is to you and the pack," he says. A hint of pride in his voice. "What are you saying? You are the one that insisted she wouldn't give me a strong pup." "I stand by that. She is born of omega blood and has no wolf. There is no guarantee the pup will not be weak because of it. Gabriella's grandfather was a Beta. She will give you a strong pup. I just worry she has other ambitions besides being your breeder," he says. "Then I will get rid of her once the pup is born." "What if she has a girl? There is no guarantee she will give you a son first," he says. "Father, let's just focus on me getting her pregnant. Knowing how easy it was with Fawn makes me optimistic it would happen just as quickly with Gabriella." "Fawn is your mate. It might not be as easy," he starts to say, but I cut him off. "Dad, I need to get back to Fawn. I want to be there to ensure that she drinks every last drop of the medicine Evans gives her. I don't have time for your apprehension now after you were the one that insisted I had to put the pack's need for a strong heir above my mate." "You're right, Seth. Go check on Fawn," he says. A few minutes later, I step into the shower that is attached to my office. A wave of guilt rolls through me when I remember Fawn's sadness I felt before she passed out. I had been buried inside Gabriella when Fawn's sadness washed over me like a tidal wave. I couldn't even finish. I simply righted my clothes and rushed to check on Fawn. I wonder what had her feeling so devastated. I never really got an answer because she passed out. For a moment, I let myself imagine Fawn round with my pup. Holding her while she brings my son into the world. Watching a boy with her eyes and my strength grow to become alpha. The water running cold brings me back to reality. There is no guarantee he will be strong. I push the feelings of guilt away and force myself to focus on the fact that Fawn will still have everything she wants and deserves. She will always be my Luna. She will have my heart. She will have a pup to love. She won't be losing anything just because the pup isn't hers biologically. I'm not betraying her because I feel nothing for Gabriella. In fact, I can't stand her. It was one of the reasons I chose her. I love Fawn. I pull on my sleep pants and a t-shirt before I make my way down the hallway that leads to our room. As I reach for the door handle, I scent Evan. I turn back just as he steps onto the landing. He has a glass filled with green juice in his hand as he approaches me. "Alpha, is the Luna awake. I have the medicine you requested," he says. I turn pushing the door open. When I see the empty bed, my heart starts to race. When I hear the sound of the shower, my shoulders relax. A few seconds later, Fawn steps out of the bathroom looking far worse than when I left her. Was she sick again? I rush toward her and lift her into my arms. "My stomach was hurting. I thought a shower might make the pain stop," she says. No, it can't be. She has no wolf. She can't have felt the pain of me f**king that stupid b**ch. "Are you alright now?" "I still don't feel right. Dr. Evans, I take it you're here to give me the medicine. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to drink it. My stomach is still feeling sick. I fear I might throw it up," she says. I look at Evans needing him to convince her to drink it. I'm sure the pup is what is making her sick. "Luna, this should help with your stomach. It will also help you regain your strength. I think you should avoid training at least for the next few days," he says. "I agree, sweetheart. I will try to spend as much time as I can with you." "That isn't necessary the pack needs its Alpha. I can rest, but I need my stomach to settle before I drink anything," she says. I'm just about to tell her she needs to drink it now when my Beta Josh links me about rogues being at the northern border. "Fawn, I want you to drink every drop of that. Dr. Evans will be with you until it is completely gone." "Where are you going," she asks, clearly wanting me to stay. "I need to deal with rogues. I will be back as soon as I can, I promise. Be a good girl and listen to Dr. Evans." I press a kiss on her lips before I turn to leave. I say a silent prayer to the goddess to forgive me as I make my way to the pack yard.