It made no sense at all to me, and I struggled to get her up the slope. Some of the warriors off to help, after they carried the other two up, but I needed to do this. I got her into this, and I need to get her out of it too. My tears kept falling, and I have no idea how I am going to tell Reagan about this. Reagan knew what I was doing. Even though Reagan didn’t encourage me to do it, she also didn’t tell me not to do it. It would have been pointless anyway, just like me trying to stop her from carrying out her own agenda would be too. She is going to know that this is my fault at the root of it. She knew what I was doing, and she warned me about crossing Blake. She cautioned me that she was in a good place now, and I am glad she had Clive, but I felt that I had to do this. I had to let t
