I watch as Garrett put’s Blake’s phone down on the desk and said, “I found it, it was in your truck, laying in the floorboard.” Blake nodded in appreciation to him, and Garrett sat in the chair next to me. I guess Blake had lost his phone. I was not surprised at his leaving it sitting on the desk. I am drained as well and would love to be alone, in my home. Preferably hugging Cassandra’s pillow to let her scent calm me down. I am instantly regretful of my callous disregard for Cassandra on the way there. I didn’t want to be alone so my first thought was who I could get to keep my company, as I was sure that Blake will not let Reagan come back. But I am still going to ask. After seeing her face, frozen in death, it is all I can see now. I can feel my eyes burn as the pain I am in makes me w

