I don’t need either of them to speak to me. I would actually prefer that neither of them responded at all. Because nothing that they could possibly say to me would fix any of it. Choices were made here. Bad ones that affected me and Kevin more than they will ever know. I know that they are both listening to me. I also know that unless you experience something like what we were forced to do, you can’t fully understand it. It is over for them, in their minds. Now that Blake knows the whole truth of the matter, he feels like he can just say, “oops, I am sorry for that Cheryl” and I should immediately forgive him. Throughout our years together, he has taken his anger out on me, numerous times, for one reason or another. Being an Alpha is hard, I know that, and I tried to support him through an
