“I will go wait upstairs for you all to finish talking to him. I just cannot stand to see him any longer. He is making me want to lose my breakfast” I told the group. Blake went to step forward to go with me, and I waved him off. “I am fine, you need to stay down here with your guests. Thank you for allowing me to come back and speak to him, as hard as it was, it helped,” I told him as I rose from my chair. I did not want him to touch me right now, or really ever again. It would keep me from staying on the path of being able to heal myself. I honestly didn’t want anyone to touch me right now. I felt exposed raw and vulnerable right now. I knew that I was near tears, and I needed to leave the cell area before they started up again. I could tell that Anton wanted to come with me, but he was
