Vanessa "You i***t!" The shout escapes my throat before I can stop it. I throw the remote control at the sofa; it bounces… It falls to the floor, but it doesn't break. Too bad, because right now I want to break something. Anything… Everything. The television is still on in front of me, and there she is. Clara Sinclair, sitting across from a row of journalists… Confident, elegant, poised. As if nothing had happened, as if she hadn't been between life and death just a few weeks ago, as… as if she hadn't lost her memory, as if everything were the same. I clench my jaw. "How?" I whisper. "How can you keep doing this?" The interview continues, and the more she talks… the angrier I feel. Because she doesn't hesitate, she doesn't crack, she doesn't crumble. When that journalist con

