Over the next week I’d had the same sleepless nights. I would go to sleep really easily and then I would wake up in the middle of the night and I wouldn’t be able to go back to sleep for hours. It was starting to drive me crazy, but there wasn’t really anything I could do about it. And I was getting a lot of movies out of the way that I had been wanting to watch for a while now.
And when Austin and Tristan left one day I made sure that all the blinds were drawn, but after Austin went to visit his father after his brothers were here, I knew that he wouldn’t be snooping around the packhouse anymore.
It didn’t mean that it didn’t put me on edge. It was hard trying to keep my existence a secret, but it was so important that we did it and did it well. I couldn’t risk anyone finding out and
