77. Before the Pain Crushes Me Juan Luis These days with my family have been the best I've had in a long time. It almost feels like when we were a family, with the obvious difference. We've visited many fun places, and we've taken lots of photos for the memories. I’m the one taking care of that, and of course, I save them in my gallery. I'm carrying with me wonderful memories that might not be repeated. Even though Amelia is kind to me, the intimacy and complicity that existed between us have almost completely disappeared. And I say almost because there are occasions when we both agree on matters related to the children. They are happy, and that’s what matters to both of us. At least I have the satisfaction of knowing that I’m not doing such a bad job as a father because, definitely, sh

