CHAPTER 51: YOU TREAT HER LIKE GARBAGE DONOVAN: Since I had that talk with my father in the gym, my head has remained a mess. Every word he said about discipline and standards felt like a cage closing in on me. He made it obvious he would never approve of Amanda and I being together. Well, not that I really wanted to be with her. But why should my father get himself involved in my personal affairs? What did it matter if Gloria was the Beta's daughter? I still had the right to choose whom I wanted to be with. I spent hours everyday, trying to reflect on everything, especially the way I treated Amanda. I hated her. I really did. And she deserved every bit of my punishment. She betrayed me in a way that ripped the soul out of my chest, and I wanted to make her life miserable jus

