"Yes. Definitely."
"Do you love her?"
"No."
"Then what do I have to do to make you leave her?" I asked as I dropped to my knees between his legs. "I'll suck you off daily. Multiple times. I'll let you use my body like I'm your own personal se.x toy. I'll let you f***k every hole I have. Just tell me what I have to do to make you mine."
I sounded whiny. I sounded desperate. I didn't care. I wanted him. Badly. Desperately.
A big part of me is screaming to stop. I shouldn't be doing this. I have a mission to focus on. I haven't made any progress at all. And when I do... when they all find out the truth... Rui is not going to want me anymore. I mean, he probably won't. Doing all of this is just going to hurt more in the end.
But I can't stop. I don't want to. Not really. I just want him.
