"I'll get a new mirror if you're upset," he said softly.
"Don't bother," I replied, wishing my voice came out stronger than it did. "It won't matter."
"My chaos, when will you stop fighting me on this? I know you want me too. Just take me, baby. I'm yours."
I shook my head and blinked back tears.
"I... I just don't believe you," I admitted in a whisper.
"What else can I do, Sab? How can I prove it to you?"
"You can't."
"Sabel, I'm not giving up on us," he said sternly. "I'll keep fighting for you-"
"Why?" I blurted, my voice cracking as I spun around to face him. "What is it you want from me exactly, Kaizen?"
"Your heart. Your body. Your life. Your soul. You. All of you. Every day. For the rest of our lives."
How can he say that so casually? So confidently?
"No," I refused, sha
