"No, Sab, it's not that simple," he replied with a hard tone. "That's all true, yeah, but I shouldn't have done it. At the very least, I should have answered my phone. I thought that it would be easier for you if you just didn't hear from me at all. I was wrong Sab, so fu.cking wrong. I should never have abandoned you like that."
"It's fine Troub—"
"It's not fine, Sabel," he cut me off, giving me that sad look I hadn't seen since we were kids. "You were my everything. My savior, my family, my person, my twin. And I left you when you needed me most. And you can't brush this off like it meant nothing Sabel. You were spiraling, and I wasn't there for you. You went to prison and suffered for over three years. I know it's not my fault, but maybe if I'd stuck around-"
"It's in the past Troubl
