My emotions are all over the place. I'm relieved, but disappointed. Part of me, the part that wants Naddy as badly as she wants me, hoped something really did happen. Then it'd be easier to let myself have her again. But I know that I'd hate myself. The guilt would eat at me. Because Naddy is underage and... like I said, she deserves better. Better than me and anything I could give her.
"A relief?" She repeated, raising a brow at me.
"I would have hated myself for touching you like that, Naddy, and you know it," I told her. "Nothing against you personally, Sunshine."
"Sure it isn't," she said sarcastically as she rolled her eyes.
"Okay, well, you gonna explain what that sh.it back there with Delight was?" I asked and Naddy looked away. "I heard a little of what she said."
"Like what?
