Love her back... but I already do that. She just... doesn't know. Because I can't tell her. "Nadine, you're 17," I replied tightly. "You don't know what love is." "Bullsh.it," she stated. "For the simple fact that I haven't gotten much love my entire life... I think I'd know. You're just making excuses, but..." she trailed off, pushing out a long breath. "Look, Calix, I'm tired. I'm tired of these games. I'm tired of being too afraid to make the wrong move because you might push me away for good. I'm tired of wanting you from afar. I'm tired of your excuses and you pushing me away and holding me at arm's length. I'm just... tired of it all." "What are you saying Sunshine?" Is this the part where she tells me whatever we have is over? Is she going to tell me to go? Will she put space be

