With a deep breath, I tore the envelope open. I pulled the papers out and unfolded them. All while Esti squealed like a little kid in the background. My eyes scanned over the first few sentences, and finally... the excitement I wasn't feeling before, hit me with full force. Maybe I was just trying not to get my hopes up before. "Well???" Esti pushed. "I got in," I told her, a smile spreading across my face. "YES!!!" Esti squealed so loudly that I had to pull the phone away from my ear. "Oh my god! This is so exciting! We can get an apartment together and live off campus to save money! We can go to the beach every day! It's going to be so much fun!" "I don't even know if I can go, Esti," I said. "Why not?" She asked. "I thought you'd gotten scholarships and that Shooter agreed to pa

