I'm so confused. I want to go. I want to have the experience. But I don't want to leave. This is my home. My family is here. This place is all I've ever known. And I am so deeply in love with Feral that I'd choose him over everything else. I need to trust that he feels the same way about me too. I mean, he's willing to risk his patch for me. He's going to risk his relationship with my brother, his spot in the club, all for me.
I want to choose him over this just like he chose me. If I want this relationship to work, I have to sacrifice. I have to trust Feral with my heart and chose him in times like these. Because I'm in love with him and I want this to work.
When I came downstairs to get a drink from the fridge, I was surprised to see Claire sitting at the kitchen table. I jumped when
