Baffle's P.O.V. ********************************** ~ A few days later ~ ********************************** This really fu.cking sucks. I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have pushed Jayde away. I knew it was the best thing I could for her right now, but I fu.cking hate it. Every single bit of it. I almost took it all back two seconds after it happened. And many times since. But I didn't. I'm not sure if that makes me heroic or a coward. I hated seeing Jayde's smile fall. I hated seeing the light go out in her eyes. I hated seeing her looking embarrassed and small. I hated the way her voice cracked and the way she stuttered. And I really fu.cking hated that she cried in her room alone for two hours after. I heard her. Because I went after her right away. Seconds after the bathro

