AMARANTA POV
*trigger warning 18+*
I lost control faster than I thought I would.
Not slowly, not in pieces, not in that measured way I had always been able to hold onto, to ration out what I felt and when I allowed it to show—but all at once, like something inside me had snapped the second his hands pinned my wrists above my head and I felt the weight of him over me, the heat of him, the certainty of him.
Garrett didn’t rush.
That was the worst part.
Or the best.
I couldn’t even tell anymore.
Baìecause I was losing my goddamn mind. My sanity!
Because I expected him to take, to push, to overwhelm me in one sharp motion that would have knocked the breath out of me and left me scrambling to keep up—but he didn’t.
Oh no, he didn't bend me over and f**k me in a rough yet sweet way. H
