Maya I just f****d up again. What is wrong with me? Just last night I made up my mind to stay far away from Mr Handsome, who I now know is named Asher. His name suits him and that body... Lord, have mercy. That man is so hot. I couldn't resist, not when he was looking at me with those eyes that see into my soul. He is s*x on legs, wrapped in sin, and all I want is more. What we just did was so much better than I remember. How am I supposed to stay away from him now? And I showed him where I am staying, so he will know where to find me. Damn it Maya! You aren't doing a good job of protecting your heart. When my mission is over, I will need to leave. Then what happens to us? I can't stay here, and I would never expect him to run with me. Not when I came here to kill a man. What a f*****g m

